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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

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  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  the sadness crushes me every morning.
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  South Park does a whole skit on jeHovahs Witnesses

  by Praise YaHuWaH in

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  watchin the season premier of south park, something i don't normally do but just happened to catch and glad i did.

  they totally had two jw women go to one of the characters "butters" house and gave him a magazine about some sort of destruction scene that was on the cover representing armageddon.

  yet again showing that the ancient pagen name of hovah they worship really does live up to the name defined as ruin according to strongs 1943. wife and i laughed our butts off... even the world knows how the "wbtsociety" is so fear focused on destruction rather than the real love that our savior said should be our true walk and focus... .

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  They should have put "you're gonna die at armageddon if you don't join us!" across the back and have the JW woman say something about how armageddon is coming and god's gonna destroy everyone except JWs.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  I don't know! I guess they die or something?
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  South Park does a whole skit on jeHovahs Witnesses

  by Praise YaHuWaH in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  watchin the season premier of south park, something i don't normally do but just happened to catch and glad i did.

  they totally had two jw women go to one of the characters "butters" house and gave him a magazine about some sort of destruction scene that was on the cover representing armageddon.

  yet again showing that the ancient pagen name of hovah they worship really does live up to the name defined as ruin according to strongs 1943. wife and i laughed our butts off... even the world knows how the "wbtsociety" is so fear focused on destruction rather than the real love that our savior said should be our true walk and focus... .

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  Yeah saw that. Was pretty funny, but, the writers apparently didn't do much research as the tract that the JW woman hands to Butters has HELL IS WAITING printed on the back.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  ...in an ideal world...maybe...but, not everybody has it in them to lead great independent lives. Considering where she came from, i'd say she's done 'ight.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  We had an email exchange. She misses me so much. She's glad I'm in therapy. She was hoping that i'd be hers forever. Everything reminds her of me, etc.

  She writes very well, and the words were so sincere and heartfelt. It's that last email she sent me that put me into this hell of guilt and second-guessing that i've been in ever since.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  Lisarose, why is that such an unhealthy dynamic? She's a lonely girl, not the most savvy person, trying to make it in the big city. She needs help! Again, it's a nasty world.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  It's so sad that she doesn't understand that she's needy and exhausting. She needs so much, that I don't think life can ever give her, and I wonder if she'll just die alone and confused and hearbroken.

  Life....you are terrible.

  Can you all see why i was such easy pickings for the jaydubs? I'm just so freaking sad over all the suffering in the world. I really really am. That message of human perfection, freedom from pain and death and emotional suffering....it all sounded so so good to me. Like beyond good. I was thrilled beyond measure to have gained that hope.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  see jgnat, the thing is, is she wasn't all dysfunctional neediness. She really is a very sweet, likeable, and big-hearted person. And she's been hurt a lot in life, and she found REFUGE in me. Is that so bad? To be a place of refuge for a person that, although deeply flawed, has a good heart?

  I feel like i turned my back on a good friend. I think about trying to be friends with her, but that could be a serious minefield. Not sure if it could be negotiated.

  I became a JW mostly because I was extremely idealistic, and saw life in THIS WORLD as being so empty and painful and sad. All those feelings have come rushing back in on me so hard since this relationship ended. Those feelings about drove me mad as a young man, and it's not much better now.
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  perfect1, funny how my memory is starting to play tricks on me. I just want to believe that it was salvageable. So that I can go rescue her. Because she needs to be rescued and it's all on me.

  She can't stand on her own two feet, emotionally or otherwise. And I abandoned her to this nasty world.